Day 8. I didn’t think I could make it this far. Like I’ve been saying I’m not SOBER because I’m still taking 1mg of suboxone a day. but tomorrow I start .5mg and I’m nervous because I have no weed and only 1mg of xanax left. I have some xanax that should be getting here around friday. I can’t wait becuase until then this 1mg is all I’ll have. for the weed… my guy owes me some but he’s dry and has been dry. no one has weed.
sdjfhsdjklfhsdjklfh fuck I need drugs but I’m going to be strong,
stay strong. be safe.
The Mental part is the worst for me, you will surprise yourself though, at how far you can get taking it minute by minute, hour by hour. Theres an invisible army rallying behind you to stay strong and do what makes YOU happy. I just wish you could see us. XOXOXOXO